Despite the worldwide success of her groundbreaking memoir, Prozac Nation, and the fame and accolades that went with it, nothing had changed inside Elizabeth Wurtzel . She saw herself as a terrible failure. She couldnt maintain a relationship. She was fired from every job she held. So she headed for Florida and locked herself in a hotel room. But not before shed got an ongoing prescription for Ritalin, the drug used to treat hyperactivity in children, which she was snorting forty times a day . . .